Superstition?

When I was in Form 2, a friend once told me,"You know, if you see water droplets on the mirror when you enter the toilet, it's a bad sign.... You know... "that" thingy's sign."

Somehow I remembered till today.

17th

I typed the below with whatever was in my head. No second thought. It's ALL words, haha. and ultra long.

my 17th year started with the last day of SPM trial exam. We had Physics paper III that morning. Of course I was happy cause it was the last day of exam, though SPM was not over yet. After the exam, chong, michelle and I went to spring and ate at sushi king. plus a jug of green tea. and a cake bought by michelle.

it was a good year. had my SPM exam. studied a lot. and that felt good. i remembered memorising lots of history and biology stuff. wait, im not saying i enjoyed studying those but what i meant was, it felt good to actually know that, wow, i went through all those, wow i've studied those! lol anyway..

then the moment came. the moment that i've been waiting since form 4 started-- the last day of SPM. Gah, i cant remember what i did after the last paper.... did we went out right after the exam to celebrate? cant remember man..

and then, it was packing, tidying and cleaning. i was quite superstitious, *coughs, i wasn't the only one*, we didnt have the gut to throw away all our exercises and notes. how funny. thinking something bad will happen to our results if we throw away before the results are announced.

played hard. spent lots of time with friends. those were the good times. in December, went on holiday with family. good times. different from other holidays because SPM was over and i dont have the usual old thought i used to have,"argh, school's reopening in a few weeks time."

then it was time to pick up a new skill, driving. went for the theory lessons then practical. funny days. interesting. and yet scary. after that, it was chinese new year, lots of visitings. and i got into two car accidents in the same week. lol

then february came, went to sis' place and michelle too, left to bintulu. leaving hola in kuching :D one thing to remember, that's the time that meow actually fall for harry potter books. i was glad. and oh one more thing to remember, i did not sleep for a whole night, on the night of my arrival at lcct. oh my god.

march came, and that month... many happenings.
firstly, had my driving test. and i remembered how nervous i was, and how CLOSE i was to failing the test! BUT, I passed :D and i was happy about that. of course.

secondly, announcement of spm results. i think i've a post about it. lazy to repeat.

thirdly, those were the tiring moments. applications after applications. attended interviews. thats not the worst part, waiting is the worst. anyway yeah, dont feel like repeating those days, so yeah.

then....april and may. while waiting for the applications and interviews results, at the same time i was busy with wesak preparations and carol practices. nights after nights. practices after practices. then finally it was time to perform our carols. the night before wesak day, was the night i got the result that i've failed the jpa scholarsip application. it was at first heart breaking session, but to tell the truth now, im glad that i did not get it. im glad im in form 6 now. truthfully glad. then the next day was wesak day and during the day, i was over at kbs to help out the sales, while as for the night, i joined the parade. and of course, it was tiring.

later on, form 6 started. it was like a totally new chapter of life. to study in an all boys school was at first(actually still) definitely not the nicest thing in the world. at first, i complained and complained, blamed myself for getting stuck in form 6. blamed my physics for getting A2 in spm instead of A1. that was at first. i wasn't the only one from my form 5 class to get into form 6, there were others too. but it was different. to spend days in school without my used to circle of friends was totally annoying. but again, that was AT FIRST.

school started, then im back to a student's life again. no more care free days where i was only busy for social activities like wesak preparations.. so.... back to a student's life. joined lots of activities and clubs and im back to a prefect again. back to wake up at 5.50am. back to sleeping in the afternoon after school.

went through many things without my used to circle of friends, at first it seemed impossible, because there were some quarrels and fights and disagreements(although not very obvious)but i was very wrong because those fights earned myself a few new close and trustworthy friends. at the same time, i get to know many new people/friends. of course, learned many things too, and i dont think mentioning those things is necessary because my shoulders are damn tired now. hahah.

the last night of my 17th year, or should i say last few hours, was spent on studying about statics and equilibrium. then i went home after tuition to check my email inbox to find a new unread email from my friends, chong and michelle. the subject of the email asked me not to open it before 23rd september but ah, haha, i texted them to tell them, hey lets just assume its 12.01am already, please?

and so, i enjoyed the special gift at 11.50pm. it was simple, doesn't cost a penny but it was obvious lots of work and time were being put into the gift. it was touching. and i love it. i texted back thank you but knew it was not enough to express my gratitude but how else can i tell them? i wanted to throw my arms around them, but they are not here. the best i can do is to text back, and only express my feelings through words. which was not enough.

the clock struck 12am. I did not feel any different from how I felt a minute ago. many other friends and sis wished me happy birthday too, and once again, thank you people ^^v
then i went up to bed and saw a gift on my table from my parents. was surprised cause it was unexpected. then i went into dreamland.

thats the end of my good 17th year. albeit there were quite a few dissapointed moments too but truthfully, im really glad with what im doing now(f6) and what i have now. im glad i get to stay in kuching. im glad i did not have to leave so soon. im glad with everything.


today, i woke up in the morning and yeah, thats the first morning of my 18th year.

Today

AH! Today... in the morning, I woke up to find the whole family went out.


While I was reading Chemistry, they came back. And brought new things back too! ;)

I was REALLY REALLY REALLY excited that I texted almost everyone i knew to tell them about THIS. haha. But now I'm already quite calm. lol.

TAAADDAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! RABBITS!!!! AWWW

This is Prince :D brown ears, brown eyes

And this is Winter. Pink ears and eyes :D

The first person came to my mind was AMY!! haha. you should be proud... amu.. :D

Then in the evening I went for badminton and something horrible happened to Prince. He dropped into the pond! Then my brother jumped into the pond to save him haha. He looked quite okay now....I mean Prince.

I like them. They are REALLY CUTE!!! Aahhahaha!! XD But then, quite boring la, cause they don't make noise. Like so quiet! And plus not much actions, just hop here and there. Not that I expect them to bark or anything.. But they are just so.... quiet! Which is weird. So in conclusion..... I still like my dogs better!! hahahaha. maxy and hola!! :D

Then just now Cordelia, Rhema and Cheryl came over. We wanted to go to one of the parks. Hmm because I've very good sense of direction, we managed to reach there safely. haha :D

Tomorrow got Chemistry test. And yea, I stopped reading since the rabbits' arrival. Gonna continue now.

I'm like so happy now! :D hahah

Cause I just know that we're going to have another week of HOLIDAY!!! In another three weeks time. HOOORAYY!!!!!!!!

Had muet speaking with ONLY cheryl(the other two disappeared) and the topic was about interests of young people today. I read my point and as usual, I got a funny one. Candidate D always(well, most of the time) get funny points lah... Anyway, I got "Choosing suitable life partner". Cheryl glanced at my point before we start and she laughed out loud... I know why, she TOTALLY agrees that that's HER interest. hahah. :P

Did not have Chemistry test today. :D Instead, had PA paper1 test. At first I thought I was going to be a piece of dead meat cause I've not read a word YET.... BUT it turned out alright. hehe :D so like that lor, happy today. lol. i sound like a kid. haha

Tomorrow PA paper2. Essays. Hopefully we get aliran sastera.

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heyyylowwwww people. lol.
today is last day of holiday. going back school tomorrow. tomorrow is tuesday, and therefore there'll be muet speaking after school. h h h
chong, amy and andreana came back last, last weekend for a week holiday so now they all went back already. corde came back two days ago. went to her house yesterday... and had fun :D
tomorrow got chemistry test. and i think.. im kindda.. ready hahah
math test on this coming friday
recently, had been practising Pygmalion play with classmates. hmmmmm....

by the way, the above is cheryl's shorts.

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lots of things on my mind. but dont feel like writing them out. till then.

oh ya, happy merdeka people! :)

funny reminder

The other day, I was going into my bathroom for a shower but I saw THAT horrible creature in the bathroom so I stopped dead and wondered what to do. Then I decided to run quickly and queitly into the bathroom and grabbed my liquid body wash and others. After that, I went to my parents' bathroom. I went in, checked every corner and after making sure there was no lizards, I turned to closed the door.

I closed the door, and found something white, which at first I got a little shock but recovered soon enough. Then I started to laugh like mad in the bathroom. lmao!
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my brother... memang... haha, people, you can now pick up your jaws. lol
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oh wait, I just remembered that SHE also need this kind of reminder to brush her teeth. tsk tsk tsk..

kan pei

Once there was a Chinese wedding dinner. The dinner occupied only half the restaurant. The other half was occupied by some American tourists. As the wedding Chinese couples hop from table to table to toast the guests, the cheers of " KAN PEI .. "(happy & joyous drinking) gets louder and louder.

One American gets more and more irritated as the couple get closer to him. "KAN PEI ...!" "KAN .... PEI "....!!!" The cheers continued. Finally, the irritated American couldn't take it anymore. He stood up on his chair and shouted. "IF YOU CAN'T PAY, THEN LET ME PAY FOR YOU...!"

updated

I noticed, the more careful I'm trying to be at driving, the more mistakes I will make. But if I drive without trying to be extra careful, as in just be myself when I drive, the journey will be safer.

This week, I experienced two times where I nearly get myself into horrible accidents. I guess I was just lucky enough. Very lucky.

The first time I was on my way back home from school, I was at the Chicago's junction. After the two cars infront of me went off, it was my turn to get out and I sweared I looked and made very sure there was no more cars coming from the right, so I stepped hard on the accelerator pedal. But when I turned my head back from right to the front, to my horror, there was a black Kenari right infront of me. Like how did it get there??? A moment ago, I thought the road was empty. Maybe that Kenari happened to fall on my blind spot. Anyway, how did I survied? I'm still wondering...

Anyway, after that, I got like really scared and drove at I think 40 to 50km/h with my weak knees and with lots of question marks in my head. Wondering how and why didn't I see that Kenari.

The second time, was yesterday evening. I was on my way to dad's workshop. Again, it happened at a junction, different one though. I was at the junction where Boulevard is on my left. That road was pretty busy. Cars were rushing at high speed from the right. When it was my turn to go, I waited for chances to go when there's no car coming. The chance came, there was quite a far distance until an orange Myvi. Behind the Myvi there was a blue Kancil following the Myvi closely but of course, I wasn't able to see the Kancil. And sooo... I went out. I was wrong, even though there was a distance until the Myvi but who knows he was speeding. And if I was unluckly, he would have knock me hard from the back. he wouldn't be able to stop cause he was at high speed, so what happened was, he got squeezed into the right land and overtook me. AND THEN, that's not the end, I looked into the rear back mirror and my left hand clasped my mouth, the blue Kancil I mentioned earlier was right behind me, like really really close. He had his lights on(it was only 5pm). He managed to break but just in time. The three of us could have gotten into a horrible accident because of me. Then, the blue Kancil overtook me from the left land while flashing me an angry look. And thank god they didn't horn me.

fooh.

On Friday, my friends and I played badminton in school. We wanted to try tennis at 3.30pm but too bad we didn't. On Tuesday, stayed back in school for 1 hour plus to do MUET speaking. There were two tasks, first is the individual task where each of us have to speak for 2 mintues then the second one is group discussion where we have to speak for 10 minutes. For the second task, we spoke for quite long already and yet the time was not up, so half way, I decided to ask the teacher how much time was left. She flashed us a weird smile and replied slowly,"Actually, I forgot to time you all.."

Two weeks ago, I was called for the prefects' interview and have started my duty as a probationary prefect since then. Nothing much except once when I ask a student to tuck in his shirt, he shot me a miang look, while blinking his eyes, he asked back if I would like to tuck in his shirt for him. bodo.

By the way, anyone knows where to buy Math Paper 2 TB? The one most school use it as TB now. The publisher is Pelangi, I think.

I'm starting to get a bit(actually, a lot) lost in Physics. The other subjects(math, chemistry, muet, pa) are okay. I find PA boring. I like the subject Physics, but I don't like the lessons.(oops.) :P

That's all for now first, got to send bro to tt. Oh no, on the road again.

finally?

I think it's time to update. People are starting to complain that they are sick of seeing chicken-with-egg-smoking in bed.

Not really an update lar, just to tell you guys something stupid that happened to me a few days ago.

So I was talking to Chong excitedly, eh wait, she was the one talking to me, and while talking, both of us went into an elevator. After the door closed, we were still talking, and we talked and talked.. Until suddenly Chong went,"Eh, WE DIDNT PRESS THE BUTTON!!!"

THE END!! :D

The Chicken And Egg Dilemma

A Circle Has No Beginning, And
Therefore No End.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows